It goes up and down , back and forth , it spins and turns , it flips and loops.

Ugh , I`m in such a bad/happy mood & it`s completely confusing. I have no idea how adults survived their childhood . It seems like it was a piece of cake to them [but I know it was not] . I haven`t given you guys an update on my life & love interests ... but I guess I`ll sum it all up here.

Okay , on Nov. 19 & 20th ... I was with my ex-boyfriend for two days [one night and one day actually] I loved it and I hated it . The only reason why he went out with me was because he was jealous of my other boyfriend , but then he broke up with me on facebook and via text message . I was so mad [I`m not gonna cuss] . Then all of the sudden , my best guy friend asked me out like , 5 minutes later . So now I`m going out with him .

You guys where right , I should of not gone out with my ex again , for the fourth time. I was not listening , and all of it was my fault . I feel horrible about me and my ex's breakup & I feel even worse for breaking up with my other boyfriend that I broke up with just because I wanted to waste my time with my ex-boyfriend . Now I have a new boyfriend now . It`s a love roller coaster , and i`m the only one riding on it ; and I`m getting sick of all the turns and bumps . I wish life was easier on me with all these relationships , but if it was not ... I wouldn't be learning anything about life.

Well , sorry for the long journal entry & I hope all you guys have a wonderful Thanksgiving

xoxo,
Karen